Lyric

はじめは遊びだったんですけどぉ、

だんだんだんだんエスカレートしてきてー…

Release was supposed to be the start

Heard someone thought it was the finish line

You just laughed, didn’t you?

I blew up my dreams and greed

Swelled them till they were ready to burst

Dropped them online and felt satisfied

But it was way too early

Still, it felt so damn good

Applause in my head

Notifications at zero

Celebrating my own end credits

I know I was drunk on it

The most delusional one

Was me

Ego escalating

Fantasy inflating

No bell ever rang

But I’m already celebrating

Release was the gunshot

Not the finish line

The louder they laugh

The faster I run

This is the starting line

Double-digit streams

Acting like it’s stadium lights

Nobody knows my name

Masterpiece only in my mind

Who cares about the voice

Of some faceless, nameless nobody?

The echo in my skull hits harder

Than being “talentless”

The scariest thing isn’t failure

It’s getting used to it

The moment I felt satisfied

My heart began to rot

That guy’s pathetic

Thought release was the goal

That’s me

Dreams and desire stuffed to the ceiling

Spilling out just to feel complete

Way too early

But I hate fake

And I’m still not finished

I blew up my dreams

Fed my hunger

Threw it out there

And called it enough

That was the FALSE FINISH!

Don’t burn out at the starting line

I haven’t chosen the end

Dragging my broken ego with me

I take another step

Pulse escalating

No intention of stopping

What started as a game

I tear apart for real

Release was the start!

I’m not ending here!

It started as just a game…

Now…

I can’t stop

— blackout —