Lyric

The holes in my memory

Just like a withered photograph

They keep me wondering

Where did we go wrong

What could’ve been

And all that remains is this one fucking question

It’s already been half a life

Yet I start reminiscing about these days

When we first met and wandered Azeroth together

And how a little later, I lied to my mom

When I snuck out for the weekend to meet you at the lakeside

“I’ll stay at my friend’s house”, that’s what I said

When I picked you up at the small town bus stop

Sweet talk and makeshift campfires

When I met you at the lakeside

And we crashed in your parents’ tent

The holes in my memory

Just like a withered photograph

They keep me wondering

Where did we go wrong

What could’ve been

And all that remains is this one fucking question

Why wasn’t I good enough?

Will I ever be good enough?

Hand in hand we’d sneak around my hometown

Hoping no one would see us

Keeping our lakeside secret

Holy like sharing innocent kisses

At night, at the lakeside

Half a life later

Still keeping our lakeside secret

Reminiscent of innocent kisses

Everything was easier, half a life ago

These days I ask myself what would’ve been

How it would be now, if we’d still talk

If you wouldn’t have left

If I would’ve been better

It’s already been half a life

Yet I start reminiscing about these days

When we first met and wandered Azeroth together

And how a little later, I lied to my mom

When I snuck out for the weekend to meet you at the lakeside

Do you sometimes think back?

I barely remember, do I?

Anno 2009

I recall the end of our story

But I’m missing the in between

And sometimes I still feel sorry for

Anno 2010

Trying to remember what I’ve done wrong

Reciting the mistakes that never faded

Like the memories of our lakeside secret

Now I’m reminiscing, half a life later

Wondering if I should’ve stayed around

If I would’ve been good enough

Wishing I would’ve been better