ほんとはずっと わかってた
あなたを見る目が 違うこと
何気ない言葉ひとつで
一日が 揺れてしまうこと
強がるほど 遠くなって
平気なふりが 上手になって
大事な気持ちほど
胸の奥に しまいこんだ
素直になるって
こんなに 怖かったんだ
守ってきたのは
自分の弱さだった
好きで 好きで
どうしようもなくて
言葉にすると
壊れそうで
すれ違うたび
一人で泣いた
夜もあった
それでも
この想いは
消えなかった
近くにいるほど 苦しくて
遠ざかるほど 寂しくて
「大丈夫」って 笑うたび
本当の声は 置き去りで
自分を守ることばかり
覚えてしまったけど
このままじゃ
何も変わらないって
気づいてしまった
失う怖さより
失わない後悔が
心を 強く
叩いたんだ
好きで 好きで
臆病なまま
逃げ道ばかり
探してた
でも今は
震える手で
一歩 進みたい
完璧じゃなくていい
不器用でもいい
本当の気持ちで
うまく言えなくても
綺麗じゃなくても
この胸にある
全部が 私だから
好きで 好きで
たまらなくて
ようやく わかったんだ
想いは
守るものじゃなく
届けるものだって
あなたを想う
この気持ちで
私は
ちゃんと 変われた
まだ 怖いけど
それでも
あなたを見て
笑いたい
- Lyricist
SMIRE
- Composer
SMIRE
- Producer
SMIRE
- Vocals
SMIRE
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Clumsy as ever
SMIRE
"This song, Awkward as I Am, was born from emotions I've carried deep in my heart for a long time.
Feelings I couldn't put into words, moments when I acted strong and took long detours, and yet the love never faded. It's a song shaped from emotions that aren't loud or dramatic, but have quietly moved my life forward.
This isn't a song about the outcome of love.
It's about the exact moment you choose to face your feelings.
It says that it's okay to be awkward, okay to be scared, and okay to take a single step forward. If that small sense of acceptance can light up someone's heart, that would mean everything to me.
If you're holding your feelings inside right now, I hope this song can gently stay by your side.
Please listen to it while overlapping it with your own moment-the moment you decided to change."
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SMIRE
Hello, I'm Sumire! My biggest wish is to bring smiles and happiness to people all around the world through my music. I truly believe that music has a special power it can warm hearts, uplift spirits, and even gently embrace someone during tough times. That is why I put my heart into every song, hoping that my music can brighten someone's day, even just a little. Every morning, I release a new song on TikTok. My goal is to create music that can be a small source of comfort or motivation in your daily life. The songs that receive the most love are carefully selected and released as full versions so that you can enjoy them even more. Nothing makes me happier than feeling connected to everyone through music. If my songs can make you think, "I will do my best today!" or simply bring a sense of peace and warmth, then my mission is accomplished. No matter what kind of day you are having, I hope my music can gently accompany you and bring comfort to your heart. I will keep working hard to spread joy and happiness through my music! I would love for you to listen and spend wonderful moments together with me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your love and support!
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