

I don’t think I wanna be here
Coz this makes me feel like dead inside
Bring my own knife to a gun fight
But I got them blowing up with a dynamite
Tell me is this crucify
I can’t keep my head up high
This is killing me
Feeling like a parasite
Only time will testify
Nobody could justify
And you’re making this go like
Love hate multiply
When it’s killing me inside
And it’s making me alive
Let me tell you
Ain’t tryna be a chapter
Ain’t tryna be an answer
Everybody resonate my guitar
Letting go of my fear
I’ll suffer with you my dear
And I’m gonna make this
My best of years
My best of years
My own salvation
My best of years
My own salvation
The lifestyle the big smile
They’re hiding what’s beneath
The history the mystery
They’re buried underneath
I’ll prevail with details
I’m just a messenger
Breaking through
From the burning hell
I know this is far from suicide
I’ll keep my head up high
But the real pain is
Keeping me alive
Nothing is solidified
Every second fully occupied
Discomfort is my best ally
When 死神 gradually invites
When it’s killing me inside
And it’s making me alive
Let me tell you
Ain’t tryna be a chapter
Ain’t tryna be an answer
Everybody resonate my guitar
Letting go of my fear
I’ll suffer with you my dear
And I’m gonna make this
My best of years
My best of years
My own salvation
My best of years
My own salvation
My best of years
My own salvation
- Lyricist
QON, Ryosuke "Dr.R" Sakai
- Composer
QON, Ryosuke "Dr.R" Sakai
- Producer
Ryosuke "Dr.R" Sakai
- Recording Engineer
Ryosuke "Dr.R" Sakai
- Mixing Engineer
Ryosuke "Dr.R" Sakai
- Mastering Engineer
Ryosuke "Dr.R" Sakai
- Guitar
QON
- Synthesizer
Ryosuke "Dr.R" Sakai
- Vocals
QON

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My Own Salvation
QON
QON is a new project by a former guitarist of Survive Said The Prophet, Ivan, with over 15 years of experience in the music scene, now stepping forward as both a vocalist and guitarist.
Building on the dynamic and emotional guitar work developed through years in a band, QON expands his expression by placing vocals at the center, shaping a more personal and modern sound. This track explores themes of rebirth and self-redefinition, capturing the sound of who he is now rather than an extension of the past.
Rooted in alternative and pop, the song represents a new creative challenge and was co-written with acclaimed music producer Ryosuke Dr.R Sakai, known for his work with artists such as Chanmina, milet, SKY-HI, BE:FIRST, UVERworld, and Tohoshinki.
Blending elements of rock and hip-hop, the track fits seamlessly into playlists focused on emotional, genre-crossing sounds. This release marks the first step of QON as a solo vocalist and artist.
Artist Profile
QON
QON blends emotional guitar melodies with powerful vocals to create a modern, genre crossing sound. With a rich musical background, QON's music explores themes of self-redefinition and rebirth, offering a fresh, intimate listening experience. Combining elements of alternative, pop, and rock, QON's work resonates with listeners seeking authenticity and depth.