Lyric

Hey…

Saying “I’m okay”

Another lie again

Glowing notification

Still waiting, stupid girl

“Sorry, I was busy”

Just those words alone

And I forgive you every time

Guess I’m dumb enough

2AM convenience store

Almost crying, make up smile

Acting like a stronger girl

(But honestly I’m still crying)

Living lonely nights

Hey…

I just wanted to be loved

Unread message on my screen

Sadness growing in between

Typing “I’m fine”

Then erase it

Watching my heart slowly break

The softer your voice sounds

The deeper it cuts now

I wanna believe you

But I’m scared somehow

“I'm okay” is just a lie

Honestly I’m crying in the dark tonight

Even smiling

Even pretending

Your words still hurt me every time

“I'm alright” is just a lie

Every night you come back to my mind

I just wanted love from someone

So why won’t these tears stop falling down?

Still alive

Still survive

But my heart is already

Falling apart

Watching all those happy girls

Comparing myself again

“You’re so pretty”

People tell me

But it means nothing without you

Only your perfume on this hoodie

Memories keep looping slowly

Deleted all our pictures

But I still can’t press erase

“I wanna forget”

The more I say it

The more I remember you

Couldn’t say

“I miss you”

So another night just fades away

“Just your backup girl”

I didn’t even care

Because I really loved you

(Please just notice me)

(I’m still hurting deep)

(I’m still breaking quietly)

Alone and midnight crying

“I'm okay” is just a lie

Honestly I wanted to scream tonight

“Please don’t leave”

Even those small words

Were too scary for me to say

Even knowing you won’t come back

Somewhere inside I still hope

I just wanted to be loved

Still crying all alone tonight

Hiding tears behind my eyes

Pretending not to hear the noise

Saying “I don’t need you anymore”

But honestly I still need you tonight

Hey…

Saying “I’m okay”

Was my final lie