無意味に笑ってる僕は正気かい？
作り笑いが上手に成った様で
心の奥の僕の聲を聴いてよ。
空っぽだから
乏々（とぼとぼ）歩く道で
肩が碰（ぶつか）ろうと
無言で過ぎてく人々の群れに
泣きたく生る程の衝動を
誰か止めて贈れ。
此の世界で本当に創りたいのは笑顔かい？
其れとも泪か。
此処で本当に作りたいのは友情かい？
其れとも決別か。
愛も愛されもよく分からず泳ぐ熱帯魚に
餌をやる僕は無表情。
無意識に笑ってる僕は無機質かい？
愛想笑いが板に憑いた様で
胸の奥の僕の闇に尋ねてよ？
暗黙だから。
ぽつぽつ降る雨に人が横倒わろうと
携帯で記録する人々の群れに
泣きたくなるほどの衝動を
誰か止めて贈れ。
此の世界で本当に創りたいのは笑顔かい？
其れとも泣顔か。
此処で本当に創りたいのは友情かい？
其れとも孤独か。
愛も愛されもよく分からず泳ぐ水槽魚に
水をやる僕は無関心。
皮を被った僕が闇の心を蘇っと抱いた。
シミ出たヘドロから淡い泪が混じって
浄化して逝こう。
僕が僕を問う時、
出て来る答えは零（無い）
この世界で本当に創りたいのは笑顔かい？
其れとも涙か。
此処で本当に創りたいのは友情かい？
其れとも決別か。
愛も愛されもよく分からず泳ぐ熱帯魚に
餌をやる僕は無表情。
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- Producer
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A Tropical Fish That Knows No Love.
Guttulan.
This poem was written some time
after I separated from someone very important to me.
At that time,
I kept asking myself
what is it that I truly want to create in this world?
I had fallen into a state
where I felt almost hopeless.
The news around the world felt too dark,
and there were moments
when I didn't want to see anything anymore.
My heart felt empty,
and no matter how many times I asked myself,
I could not find any answers.
But time moves forward,
cruelly and without waiting.
I tried to express moments
when I felt the coldness of people.
There were times when I thought,
"Why are there so many cold people in this world?"
But at the same time,
I wondered if
someone might see me
in the same way.
Understanding how others truly see us,
and speaking honestly with one another,
is not always easy.
Personally,
I am someone who feels uncomfortable
if I keep my thoughts inside,
so I try to speak my mind-
at least without breaking the atmosphere too much.
So if someone who knows me in real life
feels like saying,
"Hey, that's not true!"
then... I apologize in advance (laugh).
Anyway
I would like to share
a darker piece,
born from feelings close to darkness and despair.
If you'd like,
please listen.
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