

I tried to keep myself alive
I tried to hide and buy some time
You tried to keep yourself alive
By digging deeper down inside
Now you know what brings you back to life
Cause you’ve put in so much time to find
Yourself
Find your way out
Your own way back
Find your way out
Your own way back
I’m not enough
I hate my life
I’m stuck in time
I’ll die alive
I’ll be gone
My soul will die
No one will cry
I’d rather hide
Than come to light
I’m all alone
Find your way out
Your own way back
Find your way out
Your own way back
I’m scared of shame inside my heart
I don’t deserve the life I want
You’ve found your way out
You’re doing great oh
You’ve already found your way out
You’ve already found your way back
Why can’t you see it with your own eyes?
Why can’t you see it with your own eyes?
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Action
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Chatter
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Fake
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Anhedonia
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Fear
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My Guardian
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Questions
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Actions lie
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Silence
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Manifesto
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An album tracing a journey through pain, loss, fear, and emotional numbness. Through moments of paralysis, reflection, and confrontation, the record explores the process of rediscovering oneself and finding meaning in authenticity, action, and hope.
Artist Profile
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MARU (Martyna Gruszka) is a Tokyo-based Polish artist who values facing and understanding oneself through music. Creating with an appreciation for authenticity, faith, and the process of growth itself, inspired by personal emotions, memories, and experiences. Through music, seeking to bring comfort, connection, and hope to those struggling with loneliness, anxiety, or loss, while encouraging others to embrace their own journey of self-discovery.