強いふりをして
うまく笑って
嫌なところは
切り取らないまま
きれいじゃないこと
分かってるのに
目を逸らして
歩いてきた
言い訳を重ねるたび
本当が遠くなる
光を閉じたまま
息をしてる
触れたら壊れそうな
場所を抱えて
間違いだらけでも
ここにいる
それでも
許される？
優しくできない日も
正しくない夜も
全部 私だと
言い切れなくて
隠せば隠すほど
影が濃くなる
きれいじゃないまま
立っている
好きになれない部分も
捨てられない
赦しを求める
資格なんて
ないのに
許される？
答えは
いらない
救われたいとか
言えないまま
それでも今日を
終わらせる
赦しじゃなくて
証明でもなくて
ただ
問いを残して
それでも
許される？
- Lyricist
ytsgax
- Composer
ytsgax
- Producer
ytsgax
- Vocals
NAGISA
Listen to Is it still allowed? (original ver) by NAGISA
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Don't show me, look (original ver)
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Standing there, out of place (original ver)
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Heat with nowhere to escape (original ver)
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I have no intention of getting along (original ver)
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I know, but (original ver)
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My pity, you are the sinner (original version)
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A place without a name (original ver)
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Is it still allowed? (original ver)
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Don't disappear yet (original ver)
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I won't disappear (original ver)
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There were many moments
when I almost disappeared.
Crushed by righteousness,
swallowing my voice,
questioning myself through endless nights.
Re:Existence is an album
that places a nearly erased self back into the world.
Discomfort toward society.
Frustration with others.
Disappointment in oneself.
Anger, emptiness, doubt,
and even a fragile light-
nothing has been edited out.
This is not a story of salvation.
Nor proof of becoming stronger.
It is simply the fact
that I did not vanish.
It's okay to carry questions.
It's okay if wounds remain.
It's okay not to be perfect.
Still-
I am here.
Re:Existence is not a restart.
It is a declaration:
To exist, once again.
