Lyric

I made the list, I lost the paper

I said "calm down," but I was shaking twice as much

I closed the door, I turned off the Wi-Fi

But the fridge looks at me like I'm a problem

I tidied up, I lost the point

I said "it's routine," but it was a compensation

I turned off the light, I closed the balcony

But the router flashes as if it were right

I backed up, I lost my temper

I said "everything's backed up," but my voice was shaking

I closed the apps, I turned off the phone

But the mirror stares back at me like a witness

I said "breathe," I said "it's normal"

I said "I'll think about it," I said "it's the same"

I said "it's routine," I said "it's destiny"

But every word sounded like a nearby alarm

Everything under control

Even when I collapse

Everything under control

Even if I don't give up

Everything under control

Even if I let off steam

Everything under control

Even when I implode

I said "it's all planned"

But there was no plan

I said "it's all decided"

But there was no hand

I said "it's all normal"

But there was no day

I said "it's all okay"

But I wasn't around