君を通して見てた自分を
自分の目で見れるようになった
君を通し理解した自分を
自分の頭で理解できた
苦しい分だけ頑張っていたんだ
頑張ったことって忘れやすいから
忘れないようにね
苦しかったこともね
幸せだった記憶だけしか
思い出せない日だってあるさ
むしろそんな日ばっか
だけど変わったんだ
期待しててね、僕の将来
歌にするんだ、この後悔
「マイスリーとサイレースちょうだい」
そんな会話はもう無い
夢から覚めたような気分だよ
悪夢だった気もするし
良い夢だったとも思うし
君を通して見てた自分を
自分の目で見れるようになった
君を通し理解した自分を
自分の頭で理解できた
苦しい分だけ頑張っていたんだ
頑張ったことって忘れやすいから
忘れないようにね
苦しかったこともね
失くしたものは多い
だけどこれが本意
未だにあるよ動悸
だけど今度は本気
だからこれは未練じゃないんだ
ちゃんと向き合っての結果なんだ
引っ張り出したZIPPOのライター
またアイスブラスト吸い始めたんだ
眠れない夜の気分だよ
毎晩そんなだった
今は眠れるようになった
君を通して見てた自分を
自分の目で見れるようになった
君を通し理解した自分を
自分の頭で理解できた
苦しい分だけ頑張っていたんだ
頑張ったことって忘れやすいから
忘れないようにね
苦しかったこともね
ちゃんと胸にしまってる
幸せな思い出
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Listen to The Self I Saw Through You by Emo Station
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- 1
Days It's Okay Not to Be Sane
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The Self I Saw Through You
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E - 3
How to Get to Hell
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- 4
Alone with Someone
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- 5
Unable to Be Normal
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- 6
These Ugly Scars
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- 7
The Night Became a Little Gentler
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- 8
The Sea
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"Salvation was never something to be granted by someone else."
A deeply private and poignantly honest concept album from the creative projects "Emo Station" and "Misery."
This work is built upon raw, lived experiences: the struggle of being "unable to be normal," the fog of mental instability, the desperate "survival tactics" of self-harm, and the eventual liberation from dependency.
The narrative begins in a place of despair, where one's self-image exists only through the eyes of others. It evolves through the independence of "making loneliness an ally," finally reaching a profound certainty symbolized by "The Sea."
Days spent lamenting an inability to live "properly," walking lonely paths home, and writing diaries as letters to the future-these moments eventually transformed into a reality where "the night became a little gentler."
At the end of those days spent waiting for someone's consolation, what was found was a "tomorrow to look forward to" and the strength to affirm one's own existence.
Featuring seven tracks where somber Emo-Trap beats intersect with crystalline melodies. This is a record of rebirth dedicated to all the lonely souls who once lived in the valley, and to those who are still waiting for consolation somewhere today.
Artist Profile
Emo Station
An alternative, Hyperpop, and emo rap artist and producer based in Yokohama, Kanagawa, Japan. Operating under a complete DIY ethos, Emo Station handles every single aspect of production from songwriting and beat making to complex engineering, mixing, and mastering. Deconstructing the boundaries of all genres, including Emo and Hyperpop, he crafts a distinctive digital soundscape reshaped by his own unique aesthetic. Navigating neurodivergent challenges with ADHD and ASD, he survived a severe crisis: the onset of schizophrenia in 2021, a paralyzing battle with heavy substance dependency, and a subsequent stay in a closed psychiatric ward following a life-threatening fall. Having made a definitive return to life, his legendary prolificacy with over 160 tracks already dropped under his past monographs, including M boy has evolved into an unyielding resolve as the brand-new Emo Station. From May to September 2026, he is executing an unprecedented campaign, dropping a staggering 66 tracks (13 singles, 3 EPs, and 5 albums) consecutively every single Wednesday. The absolute core of his artistry is Yuragi (the unstable fluctuation) the profound gray area that drifts between life and death, light and shadow, raw human voice, and digital noise. Guided by this singular philosophy, he expands his vision multi dimensionally through his anonymous AI music project Misery and his avant-garde fashion brand forM Born from the ashes of dark, agonizing nights, his music captures a rare, unfiltered glimpse of modern salvation and everyday love. This is a visceral living documentary of a creator rising from the depths, armed only with technology, sound, and a relentless will to live.
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