Lyric

Instinct calls me

Through hollow starved desire

Into the whirl of craving need

I hear it now

A voice that softly calls me

With gentle words that pull me in

And cut me down

I chased it endlessly

From all my perfect dreams

So far away

And kept on walking out

Conquer yourself, not the world

Under the crushing weight

Fighting to endure it

Cruel as this fate

Keeps closing in

Why does it always choose to fall on me?

In this worst of moments scenario made

Agh!

Before my eyes, this harsh reality

And all the dreams I once believed in

And something in me breaks again

As it falls apart

I painted lies on the truth

Just now

To keep you safe from harm, my dear

Yet I break

Rain falls…

Down now…

And then…

I know the next to fall is me

To say goodbye is to die—

(The die is cast.)

To my other…

I cannot bear this weight inside

A crying voice that tears straight into me

From that opposed self inside of me

Agh!

Bound to revenge that keeps devouring me

I lost the self I once believed was mine

And found myself collapsed within this place

Still here now, somehow

I smothered every feeling in my chest

Pretending not to face the truth I feared

And fought with reckless force against

The dark was that right, for me?

Ah

There is no answer waiting here for me

The rain now

Won’t ever stop

Always…

Dear to me, always precious one

My heart even if all I cast away

For you live on

Please live for you I still pray

Wish this so

Agh!

I smothered every feeling in my chest

Pretending not to face the truth I feared

And held the path ahead by burning strength

Now it’s mine ?

My body crumbles into fading dusk

My consciousness grows distant as I fall

The role that leads me closer unto

You did I fulfil it now?

The flame I chose to silence in the dark

Was never meant to be another’s fading life