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I Hate Myself, but I Don't Want to Die

The Last Person

I hate myself, but I don't want to die

I hate myself, but I don't want to die

You hate myself, but I don't mind your lie

You hate myself, but I don't mind your life

Oh,hell Oh,hell

I hate myself, but I don't want to die

I hate myself, but I don't want to die

Say, what?

You hate myself, but I don't mind your lie

You hate myself, but I don't mind your life

Finally, silence will be winner

Finally, innocence will be killer

I wake up every night but I don't want it

And I meet best friend, he's in my brain

Another night is the same, gutting my heart

Just wanna stay in the dream

What the hell has come to me?

If I say the past way was all wrong

You may feel cheated and gone wrong

I don't mind about your feeling

And you will know my pain was so strong

All I want to say is over

Cause I am the your last person

You may feel uncomfortable

But I don't mind how you feel

Cause I paid so much debt with my heart

In my heart

In my head

In my hell

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  • 1

    I Wasted 20s

    The Last Person

  • 2

    Awakening Song

    The Last Person

  • 3

    Who Cares?

    The Last Person

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    I Hate Myself, but I Don't Want to Die

    The Last Person

  • 5

    Foolish

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  • 6

    We Were Not Two of a Kind

    The Last Person

  • 7

    Fragile Days

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  • 8

    D.C.

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  • 9

    Keep Shining

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  • 10

    It's OK

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  • 11

    Wasting Time

    The Last Person

The Last Person, a solo artist who calls himself "the most overlooked man," has poured into this work a decade's worth of conflict he could never put into words.

Record of Inner Conflict is a fiercely personal, fully self-produced album that took over two years to complete. From recording and performance to mixing, mastering, and artwork, every detail was created alone in a bedroom studio. The result is a raw sonic self-portrait, unfiltered by compromise.

Musically, it echoes Oasis and ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION, with shadows of shoegaze and grunge woven in. But the essence of this album lies not in genre, but in its refusal to flinch. With no expectations placed upon him, The Last Person turns inward, transforming silence into melody and uncertainty into noise.

From the defiant opener "I Wasted 20s" to the reflective closer "Wasting Time," the album journeys through anger, loss, healing, and reluctant self-acceptance. Every track is a step forward, every lyric a confrontation with the self.

This is not music that begs to be understood or loved. It is a document - a survival record. True alternative rock in the deepest sense, Record of Inner Conflict is proof that even the quietest voice can carve out a space of its own.

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