Lyric

I searched for you in the night, but the night reclaimed me

I searched for you in oblivion, but oblivion betrayed me

I searched for you in dreams, in drunkenness, in fever

The more I reach out, the deeper your silence becomes

Why remain frozen?

Why remain icy cold?

I am consumed by ashes

And you just watch

If I shattered, would you tremble?

If I were empty, would you move?

I screamed, I shouted, but I could never reach you

You have frozen my story like a colorless painting

I am suffering

Pain that no words can heal

My flesh, my skin, my very embers suffer

It hurts to love you in your silence

It hurts to beg someone who can't walk

I searched for you in tomorrow. Tomorrow is fading

I searched for you among others. There was no place for you

I searched for you in the fire, the void, the storm

And each time, your shadow was written on my page

Why remain silent?

Why remain cruel?

I fight hell

You stand motionless, like a cruel gall

If I fall, will you pick me up?

If I sink, will you catch me?

The world spins and burns, and you become a statue

I surrender to your ruins. You remain there, waiting

I suffer

I suffer from pain that will never heal

It hurts to run toward the wall I must climb

It hurts to be brave, for you, for myself

It hurts to wish to live where you remain frozen

I searched for you in the cries, in the swallowed tears

In the silenced words, in the shouted words

I searched for you in the rain beating against the window

And wherever I am, your silence returns to me and visits me

If I die, would you look at me?

If I abandon you, would you wake?

I drown in your absence

You are dominated by indifference

And yet I speak to you!

And yet I speak to you!

And yet you don't hear me!

And yet I scream at you!

And yet I scream at you!

And yet you don't answer!

And yet I writhe!

And yet I writhe, you don't move!

What are you waiting for?

(What are you waiting for...)