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Darkness and Illusion

raruminn

アスファルトに滲む月明かり

私の影だけが長く伸びた

街の喧騒に置き去りにされ

ガラスの箱で孤独を感じた

溜息は夜空へ消える

流星のように儚く散る

誰かのせいにしても

胸の痛みは消せない

それでも探してる生きる意味

形ない幻影を追いかけて

砕けた夢の欠片拾い集め

孤独だけが本当の私

震える手を握り返す答えを

笑顔の裏に隠した本音

見抜いてくれる眼差し欲しく

ただ一つ繋がりたかった

温かい場所を探してた

どうして生まれてきたんだろう

ありふれた問いに囚われて

それでも朝は繰り返すから

立ち止まることさえできない

それでも探してる生きる意味

形ない幻影を追いかけて

砕けた夢の欠片拾い集め

孤独だけが本当の私

震える手を握り返す答えを

もしもこの悲しみに理由があるなら

この涙が未来の道標になるなら

深く息を吸い込んで

もう一度歩き出そう

それでも探してる生きる意味

形ない幻影を追いかけて

砕けた夢の欠片拾い集め

孤独だけが本当の私

震える手を握り返す答えを

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    Darkness and Illusion

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"Shadows and Illusions" is a rock ballad that depicts the loneliness felt in a corner of the city at night, yet the strong will to seek meaning in life.

The song vividly depicts the deep pain and conflict that everyone has experienced at least once: one's own shadow stretching across the asphalt, the feeling of being left behind in the hustle and bustle, and the sense of alienation in a glass-like city.

Themes: Loneliness, conflict, self-exploration, hope.

Characteristic phrase: "Only loneliness is my true self, chasing an intangible illusion."

Structure: The contrast between the tranquil verse and the emotionally explosive chorus is a highlight. The bridge, in particular, features the ray of hope that rises from the depths of despair, striking a powerful chord.

Comment

The moment when you suddenly stop and realize the length of your shadow in a bustling city. The loneliness you felt at that moment, knowing you were alone, is captured in this song.
The meaning of life that we all continue to search for may seem like an untouchable illusion, but I believe that chasing it is proof that we are alive. I would be delighted if this song could reach out to someone who is struggling with the same struggles, and be one of the answers that will hold their trembling hand in agreement.

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