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Insomnia

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一つ呼吸をする度に一つ以上の何かを落としてる様な気がした

いつも全てを飲み込んで思えば遠回りしかしてこなかったじゃないか

意味の無い過ぎてゆくだけの何も出来ないこの時間を

意味のあることだったと思うにはまだ少し掛かるみたい

あの時から僕は疑問なんだ 深く考えない様にしてたことだったのに

何かが掴んで離さないんだ 価値も無い薄っぺらな言葉を秤にかけて

僕の時間は止まったままなのに何故世界は動き続ける?

僕の世界の全てだった あの季節がまた巡る

「さよなら」の声と共に夜が僕を飲み込んでゆく

朝が早く来ればいいのにと思った時には既に

眠れない痛み胸を刺す

追いかければ追いかけるほど触れることが出来ない記憶が遠のいていった

涙で前が見えなくなるほど時間は残酷にもあの日を遠ざけていった

昨日と同じ様な今日が明日になれば変わるかなんて

都合の良いこと考えてる 自分に嫌気がさす

明日を変えたいなら先の未来を変えたいなら

僕自身が変わらなくちゃ駄目だ そう思う度に僕は

何故か君を思い出す

きっとこれからも僕が感じていくものは全て

無意識にいつかの君と比べてしまうのかな

その度に僕は僕の時間が止まったままで

動いてく時の中で音楽は出来てゆく

その矛盾に気付いていながらスイッチを探す

「さよなら」の声と共に夜が僕を飲み込んでゆく

朝が早く来ればいいのにと思った時には既に

遥か未来の僕には僕がどう見えているのか

止まったままの記憶が映し出す 君はただ笑うだけ

今日も変わらない痛み胸を刺す

  • Lyricist

    Matts

  • Composer

    Matts

  • Recording Engineer

    P.O.D. STUDIO, Phantom Beats

  • Mixing Engineer

    P.O.D. STUDIO

  • Mastering Engineer

    P.O.D. STUDIO

  • Guitar

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  • Bass Guitar

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  • Drums

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  • Keyboards

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  • Synthesizer

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  • Vocals

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  • Piano

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  • 1

    Clothed in Forget-Me-Nots as Spring Fades

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  • 2

    Halcyon Days

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  • 3

    torch

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    Insomnia

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  • 5

    Spring Nightfall

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  • 6

    If I Could See You Again

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  • 7

    trio

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  • 8

    Until I Forget

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  • 9

    Still Summer

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  • 10

    Still Missing

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I put it into words because I did not want to forget.
Because if I ever forgot, it would be as if we had never met in the first place, as if none of it had ever existed.
I turned it into sound because I did not want to lose it.
And still, no matter how many songs I wrote, it was never enough.

"Spring Night" captures memories in words, and a little of what I truly felt in sound, as the seasons quietly passed by.
"Halcyon Days" was written for the days I can never return to, and for the person I used to be.
"Until That Day Comes" carries the fear of forgetting, along with a promise to hold on until the day I can no longer bear the weight of it all.
"torch" gives form to a voice that remains like a flame, somewhere between the world where you were and the world where you are no longer.
"Insomnia" portrays sleepless nights caught between time that has come to a standstill and a world that keeps moving forward.
And as the seasons came full circle and summer returned once again, "Summer Calm" carved into song the proof that you and I were truly there together that summer.

Each song may have painted a different landscape, but the same person was always there.

No matter how hard I try to explain it through reason, some things simply cannot be explained.
And the more I put into words, the more there is left to say, like pouring water onto parched sand only to watch it disappear.

The album closes with its title track, "Still Missing," a song that embodies those days themselves.

If I were to put my life into words, I could sum it up in just three words.
But when I try to write about you, no number of words could ever be enough.

I long to feel whole, yet I know that if I ever did, I might lose the very reason I keep writing.
So I continue, still not knowing where the heart belongs, how to forget, or even how to say goodbye.

This song, and this album, were never meant to be an answer.
They are a record of me continuing to chase the shadow of you, someone I can now only portray through memory, through this resounding world I find myself walking through today.

Words are not enough.
Sound is not enough.
Songs are still not enough.

And perhaps they never will be.

petty's first album brings together the songs released since March, following the passing seasons, alongside four new tracks: "Hanazangetsu, Wearing Sleeves of Aimijin," "If I Could See You Again," "trio," and "Still Missing."

Artist Profile

  • petty

    Formed in Sapporo in 2026, petty is a three-piece band centered around Matts (Vocals/Guitar), alongside Ayu (Keyboards) and Kaede (Drums). The band name comes from petty knife, inspired by the fact that all the members are small in stature. Originally active as a solo artist, Matts formed the band to expand his live performance style into a full band sound. Their music combines catchy melodies with story-driven lyrics, where songs are often subtly connected to one another. With rich keyboard textures and dynamic arrangements, petty creates a grand and immersive band sound. Their live performances place strong emphasis on the atmosphere and world of each song, delivering a unique and expressive stage experience.

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