Lyric

Everybody says

“You’ll get used to it someday”

But nobody tells you

How strange the world feels without one person

I still wake up reaching sideways

Like my body forgot you’re gone

Still leave space beside me

In every line at every store

The coffee shop we used to go to

Feels colder than it should

And all my favorite songs now sound

Like they belong to someone else’s life

My friends keep inviting me out

Trying to “bring the old me back”

But honestly

I don’t even remember

Who I was before your love

Maybe I loved you too deeply

Cause now nothing feels natural anymore

I don’t feel normal without you

Even breathing feels different now

The city keeps moving around me

But my heart’s still stuck somehow

I laugh when I’m supposed to

Smile when everybody looks

But every version of myself tonight

Still searches for you in crowded rooms

And honestly

I hate how much I need you

But I don’t know how to be okay

Without your love holding me together

Oh-oh-oh

You became part of my heartbeat

Oh-oh-oh

Now silence sounds unbearable

I tried deleting our pictures

But somehow that hurt even more

Cause losing the memories felt

Like losing proof we were real

You used to calm my chaos

Just by touching my hand

Now even little problems

Feel heavier than they should

And I know

People survive heartbreak every day

So why does mine feel

Like the end of who I am?

Everybody calls this healing

But honestly it just feels empty

I don’t feel normal without you

Like the world’s slightly out of focus now

I still check my phone at midnight

Like love might suddenly come back around

Every little thing reminds me

Of the person I became with you

And maybe that’s the cruelest part

I miss myself when I miss you too

Cause you weren’t just somebody I loved

You were the place my heart rested

Maybe that’s why heartbreak feels physical

Because people don’t just leave emotionally

They take routines

Future plans

Safety

Identity

And suddenly

You’re standing alone

Trying to remember

How to exist again

I don’t feel normal without you

But maybe someday I will

Maybe one morning I’ll wake up

And the ache won’t be the first thing I feel

Maybe I’ll hear our song somewhere

And survive it quietly

Maybe loving you this deeply

Won’t always feel like drowning slowly

But tonight

The bed feels too big

The silence feels too loud

And my whole life feels unfamiliar

Because you’re gone

And somehow

Nothing inside me knows how to act normal anymore

The sunrise breaks through the curtains

The world begins again outside

But inside this room

I’m still learning

How to exist without you