Lyric

I'm fucking grinding to release

My fucking pretense I've carried

I'm fucking grinding to release

My fucking pretense I've carried

Nah

[He tends to flow to where he can stay brain fucking dead when he find it hard to deal with something on his face...]

While I'm out of it, I hit somewhere I don't know

And still never know how to love myself

Always thinking about my bad luck

Am I collapsing?

I don't wanna see, I don't wanna fall anymore

My crooked mind holds me down

So I wrote useless words and I named this song Jaded

I'm useless

I'm so useless yeah

Take away

There's too much to get through

I'm fucked up in this total chaos

Bring me back

To my old calm fucking days

Why am I, why am I screaming like this

Never wondered how I've lived my life without trying to live

I'm fucking grinding to release

My fucking pretense I've carried

I'm fucking grinding to release

My fucking pretense I've carried

Never wondered how I've lived my life without trying to live

Without trying to live

Never wondered how

Hello

I'm lost

Hello

I'm lost

I am lost