THE YACHT OF MELANCHOLY

Hello. I'm DJ ANDREA.
Today, I decided to post this music that's based on my actual episode that's about me doing vandalism because I got outrageous by a joke warning that my superior told me so much that I got crazy at January 11, 2023.
Of course I'm paying the damage fee, which is around 2,173,600 yen since April 2023, so I'm working on how to accept any jokes or lies as jokes or lies, not facts.
Sorry if I'm terrible at the rap part, but keep in mind that I'm also making this music as well.
Also, I was originally going to post this song after I pay all of my debt back (My final debt payday is around November 25, 2024), but since there's a "TuneCore's free 1 year contract for 1 single album" campaign, I decided to post this song right away.
Enjoy. :)

Lyrics:
I have a heavy sin that I'm holding at my back right now
Because it started when I was cursed by a fantasy
I regret so much that I hate myself because of this
I ride on the yacht of melancholy to pay my sin

It all started when I was bullied by a warning
But it sounded like an execution to my life
This is what made me mentally berserk and triggered
Now I commited a crime that I regret the most

This is what I call the Yacht of Melancholy
Because it provides mental sadness to forgive
When it sails to the sea it tells the reality
So this is why you don't need to worry too much

If you think my penalty was miserable at first
There are more criminals that suffered more than me too
One of them got drugged and boozled worse than me, so
That's why my identity is not even the worst

At my current hometown there's an underground rule
They can clobber you with their unique ritual way
I don't recommend you disobeying those rules at all
This is why I almost got eccentricly exiled

To be fair there's no any silver bullet to cure my brain
This is why I must get up and deal with my own crime
Even if my consequence is heavier than a ballast
I will pay the price to rise from degenerate to the top

This is what I call the Yacht of Melancholy
Because it provides mental sadness to forgive
When it sails to the sea it tells the reality
So this is why you don't need to worry too much

My sins are now forgiven so I can focus to my business
But I must remember that the joke is just a joke
Because the yacht of melancholy told me the truth
This is why I must move forward starting from now on