Lyric

I got start to shiver

I heard my old wounds crying

That's so deafening but so silent to see

Crossing and twisted, it's always coming one after another

If it's trying to break into my bones, it can't be in, cuz it's packed full

It has no alter but no fucking blood

Don't make me feel lonely, but I want to be alone

The sun never touches me, but it's scratching my skin and I don't want it

Every words I speak turned into me as knives

I just begged my heart for stop, for bleed

It burns me down to the ashes, and all had been visible forever

It won't be healed but the shape has gone

When did I lose given time to forget?

I am not myself

I am nothing

Everything that I tried to control was casted away

Lost of sense of thriving

I rest my weary bodies lying to my bed

The old wounds, felt being desolated

The old wounds, killingly hurts me down

Every single morning, I wake up with despair cuz it's always the same

I've been sick of it all, sick of remind myself my selfishness

I've been missing my life when it was fine, and I hate the fact that I'm still alive

To those who leads me astray, I just tried to sacrifice my prides

Seeing the black ink covered my whole life

I'm so sick of dying and hating myself

God, if you're listening, please just let me go

Forgetting your love, and justified my past

All those pains are consequences of my greed

See these through my eyes

If I could do this alone, but it's out of my hands