Watashi wa Idol

This song depicts the figure of someone unable to escape past wounds, their life gradually stolen by the expectations of others and an invisible control, layered over the experiences of an idol.
As one continues to play an assigned role, the outline of who they are begins to fade away. The song expresses that pain and emptiness through the act of lashing out at others, contrasting it with the light and shadow of an idol striving for the top.
It is a track that explores the emotional void hidden behind the brilliance, and the agony of living as someone other than oneself.