Lyric

Cold light dripping from the ceiling

Another truth I never chose

Every smile feels like a weapon

Every word just overloads

I kept running from the mirror

But it always knows my name

There’s a shadow getting clearer

Whispering I’m the one to blame

壊れそうな心　嘘ひとつ

強がるほど堕ちて、堕ちて

I despise the way I’m breathing

Like I borrowed someone’s air

All this noise I keep believing

Never really takes me there

If I fall into the silence

Will I finally feel alive？

I despise this quiet violence

Eating me up inside

Streetlights flicker like a warning

But I’m already too far gone

Every night feels like a rerun

Of a war I never won

Tried to bury every weakness

Under words I couldn’t say

Still the voice of my secrets

Finds a darker way to stay

消えない想い　嘘ふたつ

塞いだまま　ずっと、ずっと

I despise the way I’m breathing

Like I borrowed someone’s air

All this noise I keep believing

Never really takes me there

If I fall into the silence

Will I finally feel alive？

I despise this quiet violence

Eating me up inside

Maybe I’m not broken just divided

Pieces drifting out of phase

If I face the fear I’ve hidden

Will the darkness lose its place？

I despise the lie I’m keeping

But it’s all I’ve ever known

Still a fragile hope is sleeping

Somewhere underneath the stone

If the night stops suffocating

Maybe I’ll learn how to heal

I despise this hesitation

But at least I finally feel