Lyric

Nothing happened to me

Nothing went wrong

I have no reason to feel like this

And that's the part I can't say out loud

I'm not sad

I checked

I'm not sad, I'm just done

I ran out of something

And I don't know what it was

I say I'm fine so fast

It comes out before I think

I've said it so many times

I almost believe it now

And nobody's fault

Nobody did this to me

That's what makes it hard to bring it up

Because if there's no reason

Then who do I tell

And what do I even call it

When it doesn't have a name

Nothing happened to me

And I'm still this tired

Not sad, not fine

Just numb

I don't want more sleep

Sleep already tried

Whatever this is

It's been here a long time

Nothing happened to me

And I'm still this tired

And it counts

Even with no reason

It counts

Other people have it worse

I know, I've done the math

I've talked myself out of this feeling

About a hundred times

But it comes back every morning

Before I've done a thing

So maybe the math was wrong

Maybe it never worked like that

I don't need anyone to fix me

I'm not even asking that

I just want one person

To not say cheer up

Because if there's no reason

Then who do I tell

And what do I even call it

When it doesn't have a name

Nothing happened to me

And I'm still this tired

Not sad, not fine

Just numb

I don't want more sleep

Sleep already tried

Whatever this is

It's been here a long time

Nothing happened to me

And I'm still this tired

And it counts

Even with no reason

It counts

If someone asked me right now

And actually waited

Didn't check the time

Didn't try to solve it

I don't know what I'd say first

I've never had to finish that sentence

So what is it

What's the part I always cut

Where does it start

It doesn't have to make sense

It doesn't have to be big

It's mine and it's real

And that's enough to say it

I said it once tonight

Only to myself

It came out wrong

It came out anyway

And I'm still tired

But something in my chest let go

Just a little

Just enough

Nothing happened to me

And I'm still this tired

Not sad, not fine

Just numb

I don't want more sleep

Sleep already tried

Whatever this is

It's been here a long time

Nothing happened to me

And I'm still this tired

And it counts

No reason

No story

Nothing to explain

And it still counts

It still counts

I said it out loud

And I'm still here