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Held Open Without Me

Cireo Nask

The door gave under my hand

Before I had prepared my face

A coat rack leaned beside the stairs

With every hook in use but mine

Your slippers crossed the kitchen tile

In patterns I had never learned

The house received me without effort

Like a room receiving rain

No lock had turned against me

No voice had asked me why

Still, I knew it at the threshold

Held Open Without Me

I could step inside

I could set my bag down

I could name the crack

Running through the ceiling

Nothing here refused me

That was the cruelest part

A place can keep the doorway

And lose the reason you walked in

The table had a working order

Salt near your chair, bills by the bread

My old cup sat too high to reach

Behind the plates for guests

You asked about the city

I asked about the rain

We spoke like careful relatives

Protecting something plain

No one made a wound of it

No one chose a side

The years had done their quiet work

And left the latch alive

I could take my shoes off

I could find the stairs

I could hear the pipes

Knock once behind the wall

Nothing here had vanished

Nothing here was mine

A place can keep your outline

And fill the rest with time

I wanted some refusal

Something clean enough to blame

A changed lock, a colder answer

A room that said my name

But the door kept giving softly

The hall kept standing still

You left a towel beside the bed

And called it what you will

So I stayed inside the mercy

Of being let back in

Not wanted like before

Not lost enough to end

I could sleep beneath this roof

I could wake and fold the sheets

I could thank you for the breakfast

And mean it when I spoke

But the house had learned a language

I arrived too late to read

A place can stay unlocked

And not be waiting

I closed the door behind me

Careful with the frame

Nothing followed after

Nothing asked me to remain

  • Lyricist

    Cireo Nask

  • Composer

    Luca Veyrin

  • Producer

    Maren Holt

  • Vocals

    Cireo Nask

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  • 1

    Kitchen Light, Not a Signal

    Cireo Nask

  • 2

    Someone Moved My Chair

    Cireo Nask

  • 3

    Fridge Humming Without Me

    Cireo Nask

  • 4

    Dinner Was Already Planned

    Cireo Nask

  • 5

    New Towels in the Hallway

    Cireo Nask

  • 6

    Voices from the Old Room

    Cireo Nask

  • 7

    The House Knew the New Routine

    Cireo Nask

  • 8

    My Name Came Late

    Cireo Nask

  • 9

    The Weather Took My Place

    Cireo Nask

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    Held Open Without Me

    Cireo Nask

  • 11

    Morning Left Before I Did

    Cireo Nask

  • 12

    Nothing Asked Me to Stay

    Cireo Nask

"Held Open Without Me" - music for the moment you realize that the place you belong is moving on without you.
The glow of the kitchen light, an old chair, the distant sound of family voices. It is the things we haven't truly lost that leave the quietest, heaviest ache in our hearts.

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