Lyric

Uncontrollable heat coursing through my body

As if haunted

Tracing the curves with my palm

My voice leaks out along with it

The nightmare I saw burns within me

Sin and pleasure layered one over the other

Splashing water to cool myself

Only sharpens my desire

Though I hate it, I wait

Until my hair dries

Comforting myself again and again

What truly hurts?

I’ve long forgotten

And yet… haunted by nightmares again

Washing these tainted hands

The fire inside refuses to die…

Acts that create nothing

Mask the sadness in my heart

Smiling through the pretense

I’m exhausted of it all

Ruled by the faceless demons of night

Exposing everything…

All that lies there

Is nothing but sweaty emptiness

“That girl is tempting someone I care about again…”

I want to block my ears

From these unbearable rumors

That “girl” is me—

I’ve realized it with a faint glance

What I remembered…

Is that yesterday’s memories are gone

I am still trapped

Within this nightmare

If only I could remember

What really hurts…

From afar, I hear the rumors again:

That person is always like that –

Changing every single day –

Meeting, parting… never at all –

I feel like someone important

Used to be here

And yet, it stings…

Today, I wash my hands again

Because they might be dirty…

Since when… what have I forgotten? –

(The name of someone precious?)

My body temperature keeps falling…

Acts that create nothing

Mask the fleeting heart

Smiling through pretense

I’ve already forgotten how

To you, whose name I cannot recall

I surrender everything

“Even true happiness was never allowed for me!”

Ruled by faceless demons of night

Exposing everything…

All that lies there

Is nothing but sweaty emptiness