Lyric

Throwing my emotions into the sea

To where the light ends and I can't see

Every breath I took, every lungful of air

The moment I exhaled, feeling so bare

It all burst apart, scattered everywhere

I’m trying so hard to make my feelings known

Desperately appealing, standing all alone

But I still haven't reached where I want to go

As always, things stay out of my control

A hundred problems taking their toll

And so, as time passes me by

I’m playing the role of someone who was "I"

Acting out a script that’s a lie

Mending the cracks, trying to adapt

To an ideal image where I’m trapped

The fragments of me that I broke myself

Are still scattered on the dusty shelf

Tied up in knots, bound by the chain

Let’s go as far as we can, despite the pain

Defying the world in this driving rain

In this desolate place, full of fakes and lies

I'll scream beautiful words under the dying skies

I’m trying so hard to suppress the flood

Resisting the urge that runs through my blood

But the waves of emotion keep pouring in

As always, it’s a fight I can’t seem to win

The tide is rising, let it begin!

How should I solve this, piece by piece?

I guess there’s no magic way to find release

I just have to face them, one by one

It’s probably full of impossible tasks

Hiding behind all these different masks

I guess I just have to keep moving on

Until the night is finally gone

Limiting myself, holding back the soul

Restricting the spirit to stay in control

This equilibrium I’ve fought to keep

It's time to break it! It’s time to leap!

No matter what happens, I want to be true

To the version of me that’s honest and new

Losing things is scary, it’s a terrifying view

Even so!

Embodying everything that makes me "Me"

Putting it all into this instant, for all to see!

Until the moment it all comes to an end

I’ll keep up this "bad struggle," my friend!