Lyric

Inside this heart, where the cracks run so deep

Every word is a secret I can’t even keep

Even the kindness that’s meant for my soul

Leaves a sharp sting I cannot control

The warmth of a touch makes the teardrops spill

Through the fractures of a broken will

I’m a self-saboteur, a prisoner of "no"

Saying "stop" when I want you to never let go

Regretting the words as they leave my lips

Watching our love as it falters and slips

You can push me away, it’s alright, it’s okay

You can throw me aside at the end of the day

I’m a tangled-up soul with a twisted tongue

Singing a song that’s forever unsung

Go on, let me go... let the bitter winds blow

Into the scars that are cutting so wide

Where is the healing with nowhere to hide?

I long for the heat, for the glow of the fire

But I melt in the flame of my own desire

Bound by the fear that I’m destined to bleed

Giving you pain when it’s love that I need

What is the point of this suffering I choose?

What is the gain in the moments I lose?

I’m breaking the chains of this perverse heart

Tearing the mask of the acting apart

I’ll set you free, let the light break through

I’ll give every drop of my love unto you

I’m a tangled-up soul with a twisted tongue

Singing a song that’s finally sung

I’ll give it all... before I fall

I'm just a contrarian

Unlocking the door

Giving you everything