Lyric

Were you there

I thought

I was looking at you

But maybe

I was only staring

Into your depth

Like leaning too far

Over black water

Silent

Cold

Bottomless

And somehow

Beautiful

I learned too much

About the way you survive

How you break things

Just to keep breathing

How your hands

Shake quietly

While touching the world

You carried warmth

Like something dangerous

So I wanted

To hold you

So I wanted

To understand you

And slowly

I descended

Too far

Again and again

I called your name

Again and again

I wished

You would return

But the depth

Was already

Looking back at me

Stay

Stay

Don't disappear

At some point

I started wearing

The same eyes as you

I don’t know anymore

Whether I wanted

To save you

Or wanted

To save myself

Your loneliness

Kept dissolving

My outline

Until there was almost

Nothing left

If I had known

From the beginning

How deep this would become

Would I still

Have touched you

Yes

Again and again

I wanted to fall deeper

Again and again

I wanted to know you

But in the end

The last thing

I found

Inside the depth

Was not you

It was me

Look at me

Look at me

Look at me

Still here