Lyric

"Not this dream again..."

Still the same dream, over and over

Sunlight bleeding through the curtains, just bringing it all back

Waking up, looking at your profile... I always thought

"I just want time to stop right here."

I was so selfish, but you never complained at all

Laughing every day, eating good food, falling asleep in my arms

Damn, I loved you so much

How many years has it been since then?

Justin's voice, the one you used to love

"Sorry" is playing in my head again

In that Cayenne I bought just to show off

We were always playing "Purpose", weren't we?

Two show-offs, drinking all night, yeah

Our life was crazy, every single day, alright?

You were the one who gently opened the eyes of a scumbag like me

Thank you for everything back then

I understood it all, more than you ever thought

I wanted time to stop that night too

Yeah, I knew you loved me, even without the words

But more than love, I could never see our future

You were my favorite kind of crazy, I swear

Because I was crying just as much as you were

So don't you dare say it was all your fault

That's the one thing I won't let go

From the outside looking in, it was just insane

But no regrets, I'm serious

It was the best time of my life

But now... there's someone else, holding my hand

I mean, you've got someone special now too, right?

(You were always popular, lol)

Are you still wearing that Chanel gloss

Still spraying that pink perfume...?

Dreaming of you again, your perfect smile

Losing my mind, just one more time

Your perfect smile, the thrill you gave me

You gave me the absolute best days of my life

Dreaming of you again, your perfect smile

Losing my mind, just one more time

I'd be lying if I said I forgot your birthday

That's why I can only write it here

You finally taught me

What "love" actually means, something I never understood before

Thank you, my beautiful illusion