Lyric

It’s not that I can’t stay focused

It’s that everything just falls apart

This and that, all turning worthless

Walking tightropes in the dark

I fit the category of unwanted

Perfectly aligned with the lonely side

Everything starts feeling pointless

Though I know that’s just a lie

Those memories you smile about

They’re not ours, can’t you see?

Yet the way you talk so happily

Leaves me stuck just nodding quietly

Still I try to take the stories you love

And twist them into us somehow

Turning every trace I know

Into my memory with you

Ridiculous, jealous feelings

You’re drowning in your former days

It’s not a cheating trip but still

Who am I to you anyway?

I don’t know the scenes you’re cherishing

And it hurts that you can’t tell

That I regret becoming the reason

You feel sorry for yourself

I hate myself, you already know

But you say you’re fine with that

Still I want you to choose me

Look only at me

Even so…