Lyric

I’ve been carrying the weight of every word

I never said out loud

Every promise that I made myself

Still echoes in me now

I learned how to smile through the cracks

Learned how to stay composed

But there’s a fire under all this calm

I’m scared to let it show

If I open up my hands

Will it all just disappear

I don’t know if I’m strong enough

But I’m standing here

Everything I’m holding

Every fear I hide inside

All the nights I stayed awake

Just trying to survive

Everything I’m holding

I won’t let it slip away

Even if my voice is shaking

I’m still here, I’m still staying

I’ve been choosing silence over truth

Just to keep the peace

Building walls I never meant to make

So no one could see me bleed

I don’t need a perfect ending

I don’t need to be okay

I just need this moment now

Before it fades away

If I take another step

If I finally cross the line

Let this fear remind me

That I’m still alive

Everything I’m holding

Every scar I couldn’t save

All the love I almost lost

Every word I couldn’t say

Everything I’m holding

I’m still breathing through the pain

Even when I’m breaking slowly

I won’t turn away

Maybe I don’t need to prove

I’m stronger than I feel

If I can stand inside this moment

Then maybe this is real

Everything I’m holding

I don’t have to let it go

Every doubt, every hope

Every part I’ve never shown

Everything I’m holding

I’ll carry it my way

Even if it weighs a thousand tons

I’m still here

And I’m okay

Everything I’m holding

Is what keeps me standing here