Lyric

I wear a smile like armor tonight

Hiding the cracks I can’t deny

I save my tears for empty rooms

I burn in silence, I don’t cry for you

I’m good at lying to my soul

Pretend I’m fine, I’m in control

I say “I’m okay” one more time

But my heart is crossing red lines

Crash my heart, I’m falling apart

I’m breaking down inside the dark

I want your touch, but I’m afraid

That I’ll collapse if you stay

Crash my heart, I lose control

I’m running fast from what I want

I reach for love, then I let it go

I’m scared to heal, I’m scared to hope

I dance with shadows in the light

I chase the fear that feels like home

Every “maybe” cuts too deep

So I pretend I don’t believe

I’m building walls around my name

To keep you out, to keep my pain

I draw a line I can’t defend

I’m close to you, but I won’t let you in

Crash my heart, I’m falling apart

I’m breaking down inside the dark

I want your touch, but I’m afraid

That I’ll collapse if you stay

Crash my heart, I lose control

I’m running fast from what I want

I reach for love, then I let it go

I’m scared to heal, I’m scared to hope

If I burn, let me shine

Turn these scars into my light

Even broken, I still fight

I’m alive inside this night

Crash my heart, I’m falling apart

I’m breaking down inside the dark

I want your touch, but I’m afraid

That I’ll collapse if you stay

Crash my heart, I lose control

I’m done pretending I’m not cold

If loving hurts, I’ll take the fall

Crash my heart, I’ll feel it all