Lyric

Bright sun rays pierce the room

My vision blurs and I remember the past

I was lonely, I was alone

I stand here, paying the price of you

I’m not who I used to be

My wretched self in the mirror

I’m not who I used to be

The shattered pieces reflect my blood

So much that I threw aside

Is there any worth in a future only I can reach for?

I’m scared of myself

When I still have far to go

I feel like it’s the end

Where are we headed?

Moving forward though we can’t see the future

You’ve thrown aside so much

Tell yourself why you did

Look up and you can see the sky

The clouds won’t leave us behind

The clouds won’t leave us behind

There’s nothing I can do

Can’t even stand by myself

Should I pretend it never happened?

As though I’m dead?

I’m scared of myself

When I still have far to go

I feel like

I feel like it’s the end

Where are we headed?

Moving forward though we can’t see the future

You’ve thrown aside so much

Tell yourself why you did

Look up and you can see the sky

The clouds won’t leave us behind

The clouds won’t leave us behind

Fuckin’ move on from this nonsense

I can’t breathe, my head’s a mess

I don’t want to stand it anymore

Fuckin’ move on from this nonsense

I can’t breathe, my head’s a mess

I don’t want to stand it anymore

(Anymore)

I can’t keep quiet forever

You tell me I’ve changed

(Tell me I’ve changed)

But I’m moving further ahead than you

Once it’s started, there’s no going back

Don’t want to know the way home

Trying to live strong day by day

Yet those cold, long nights come back

I’m struggling not to drown

Once it’s started, there’s no going back

Don’t want to know the way home

Trying to live strong day by day

Yet those cold, long nights come back

I’m struggling not to drown

(I’m struggling)

To have lost and been left behind

Even if we’re alone

We are existing

We are existing

To have lost and been left behind

Even if we’re alone

We are existing

We are existing