Lyric

I told a lie, it was a word I shouldn't say

I smiled and hid the truth that led the way

"I like you," I whispered, acting so light

Playing a game in the middle of the night

You were all alone, reaching out your hand

Not knowing the trap that I had planned

But deep in my chest, frozen and cold

A sudden warmth began to take a hold

The start was icy, dark and gray

But I noticed something along the way

Your eyes were honest, looking straight at me

This broken world I tried to tear apart

You turned it into light inside my heart

Even if it all started with a lie

My feelings became real, I can't deny

The sky we looked up at, just us two

For that day only, it was a perfect blue

But the truth stayed hidden, deep inside

I locked my heart with nowhere to hide

"It’s okay," those words you said to me

They were the only thing that set me free

I was so close, right by your side

But I was the one with the wounds to hide

I couldn't be honest, I was too afraid

Of the price for the tricks and games I played

For every smile, a thorn grew in my chest

A debt of guilt that wouldn't let me rest

If everything was different from the start

Would we still have broken each other's heart?

Did this distance come to put us to the test?

If I could go back to the very first day

I’d start with the truth, in a brand-new way

The warmer your hand feels in my own

The more the tears fall for the seeds I've sown

Even when the secrets all came to light

You didn't blame me, you didn't fight

But I’m still the one who doesn't belong

I’m still the one who did you wrong

I was so scared to believe in anyone

In these glass-like days, I was almost done

But the only thing I could trust in the end

Was your voice, your hand, my only friend

You held my shattered heart so tight

And you just smiled in the fading light

Every scar I tried so hard to hide

"It’s okay," you said, staying by my side

I’ll sing this feeling, let the music move

A real love I finally found the proof

Born from the shadows, born from a lie

A warmth with a name that will never die

Spring is coming, the night fades away

The cold wind feels gentle at the end of the day

That blue sky is floating back in my mind

A small hand is shining, the best I could find

The tears, the lies, the bitter regret

Nothing was wasted, I'll never forget

Just meeting you was enough for me

To change the person I used to be

"I love you..."

Now, at last, those words are true