Lyric

The key I thought I left on the corner of the table

You smile and say, "It was never there from the start"

With such kind eyes

Maybe... was my memory wrong?

Another piece of my confidence falls away

Even if I tell myself it's a trivial thing

This unease that flickers deep inside my heart

Your words become a fog

Painting my world a blank white

"You're overthinking," "Aren't you just tired?"

Your voice makes me lose my way

The 'normal' you gave me feels somehow distorted

Is this love? Or a transparent violence?

I want to believe, but it's hard to breathe

We promised, didn't we, that we'd go to that ocean?

You tilt your head, "Did I say that?"

Your finger traces circles on your phone screen

The me of yesterday, filled with anticipation

Fades more and more, becoming invisible

With trembling fingers, I searched online

"Memory," "Lies," "Am I the crazy one?"

Unfamiliar words floated onto the screen

Reading each meaning, one by one

Dots connected, and the tears overflowed

It's not "overthinking," it's not just because I'm "tired"

Your voice was breaking me down

The 'normal' you gave me was just a string to control me

This is it, gaslighting

I won't be fooled anymore, I'm going to breathe again

The key shining on the corner of the table

Yeah, it was here after all

It's your fault, goodbye