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Lyric

My Own Carpathia

Find Me Alone

Hit the snooze a few times before I wake up

It's a good thing I don't do makeup

Show up nice and late

Still haven't ate

Waste time talking friends through breakups

When did I become that guy

Complaining all day and night?

How am I supposed to live this life

When I don't even go outside?

I want more from who I am

I’m watching

Dawson shout from the deck again

He’s seizing the moment

Only hours left before

He's taken by the torrent

Above and below

There's so much I don't know

Try to keep my blood flowing

So I can see tomorrow

I know I'm too old to be here

Feel so stupid that I still glare

Mentally cynical

Pretend to be clinical

Like I got some kind of psych career

No more disassociating

I'm done commiserating

This boat might sink tonight

But dammit, I'm still kicking

Dawson shouts from the deck again

He’s seizing the moment

Only hours left before

He's taken by the torrent

Above and below

There's so much I don't know

Try to keep my blood flowing

So I can see tomorrow

I'm my own, I'm my own

Carpathia, Carpathia

And if I freeze to death

Then so be it

I can't live life this way

I need to go see them

The people that I love

Need to know that I do

It all starts with me

So I will promise you

  • Lyricist

    Ethan

  • Composer

    Find Me Alone

  • Producer

    Find Me Alone

  • Guitar

    Find Me Alone

  • Bass Guitar

    Find Me Alone

  • Drums

    Find Me Alone

  • Vocals

    Ethan

Nothing Special Front Cover

Listen to My Own Carpathia by Find Me Alone

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  • 1

    Good Will

    Find Me Alone

  • 2

    Six Years Down

    Find Me Alone

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    My Own Carpathia

    Find Me Alone

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"Nothing Special," the third EP from Tokyo pop-punk outfit Find Me Alone, fronted by American vocalist Ethan, arrives with the weight and closure of a final chapter.
Their debut EP was a postcard to themselves-an introspective journey about returning home and rediscovering identity. The second shouted into the void about the loneliness that hides behind fulfilled dreams.
But this new release began with a single message: Ethan is going back to America.
The life he dreamed of in Japan had started to dim, overshadowed by political shifts back home. And now, he isn't just a lone wanderer. He has a family. When "dream" and "real life" were placed on the scales, the answer was painfully clear.
The record plays like a countdown.
Track one, "Good Will," chronicles the days slipping away.
The anxiety spikes on "Six Years Down," a frantic sprint against the clock.
And on the closing track, "My Own Carpathia," Ethan stops fighting gravity. He accepts the change, sets his life raft afloat, and heads into whatever comes next.
This is a story anyone can recognize-how life shifts, how culture collides, how a chance encounter can spark something that ends sooner than we hope.
"Nothing Special" isn't just an EP. It's the final scene for Find Me Alone.

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