

Hit the snooze a few times before I wake up
It's a good thing I don't do makeup
Show up nice and late
Still haven't ate
Waste time talking friends through breakups
When did I become that guy
Complaining all day and night?
How am I supposed to live this life
When I don't even go outside?
I want more from who I am
I’m watching
Dawson shout from the deck again
He’s seizing the moment
Only hours left before
He's taken by the torrent
Above and below
There's so much I don't know
Try to keep my blood flowing
So I can see tomorrow
I know I'm too old to be here
Feel so stupid that I still glare
Mentally cynical
Pretend to be clinical
Like I got some kind of psych career
No more disassociating
I'm done commiserating
This boat might sink tonight
But dammit, I'm still kicking
Dawson shouts from the deck again
He’s seizing the moment
Only hours left before
He's taken by the torrent
Above and below
There's so much I don't know
Try to keep my blood flowing
So I can see tomorrow
I'm my own, I'm my own
Carpathia, Carpathia
And if I freeze to death
Then so be it
I can't live life this way
I need to go see them
The people that I love
Need to know that I do
It all starts with me
So I will promise you
- Lyricist
Ethan
- Composer
Find Me Alone
- Producer
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- Guitar
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- Bass Guitar
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- Drums
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- Vocals
Ethan

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"Nothing Special," the third EP from Tokyo pop-punk outfit Find Me Alone, fronted by American vocalist Ethan, arrives with the weight and closure of a final chapter.
Their debut EP was a postcard to themselves-an introspective journey about returning home and rediscovering identity. The second shouted into the void about the loneliness that hides behind fulfilled dreams.
But this new release began with a single message: Ethan is going back to America.
The life he dreamed of in Japan had started to dim, overshadowed by political shifts back home. And now, he isn't just a lone wanderer. He has a family. When "dream" and "real life" were placed on the scales, the answer was painfully clear.
The record plays like a countdown.
Track one, "Good Will," chronicles the days slipping away.
The anxiety spikes on "Six Years Down," a frantic sprint against the clock.
And on the closing track, "My Own Carpathia," Ethan stops fighting gravity. He accepts the change, sets his life raft afloat, and heads into whatever comes next.
This is a story anyone can recognize-how life shifts, how culture collides, how a chance encounter can spark something that ends sooner than we hope.
"Nothing Special" isn't just an EP. It's the final scene for Find Me Alone.
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