Lyric

逃げれば負け 積み重ねtake

気付かされてる毎夜画面の向こう

その憧れ近づくため日付超えても書きなぐる今日も

別にいいんだよ やらなくても

成功が明日に延びるだけだろ？

それでいいんならそれでいいんだけど

おれは時間の問題を時間だけで解決したくない

根っからおれはキチガイ 議論とかしてる余地ない

誰も見ない街からFly ballin倍の倍

バイト代だけで 空いた腹 満たされない もっとやらな

着飾るより 本音でただ 光らせたい おれの言葉

生きてりゃ嫌なことあるよなそりゃ

それでも真っ青だおれの見る空下向いたら終わる気がしてた

生きてるうちに自分殺してたらホラー

救えなかったんだあいつを何故

死ぬ前におれのとこに顔出せば

笑わせるぐらい出来たんだぜ

何年振りかって聞いた名前が 訃報とかまだ信じられん

一本の糸 一生は切られ 死の近さ感じた肌で

昨日とは違う見る朝焼け 情けないおれに出たよ笑いが

それでもまた来る明日 もう後ろみるわけいかないな

今考えることをやめて歩き出した（Anata watashi）

He crushing weight of always being the one

You run to when your life isn’t feeling as fun

I spent three days thinking what I’d do with a gun

Just for you to find out that you wanted to run

And I’ve been riding that same tide over

I’ve been looking for that four leaf clover

But the rain came down and the pain stayed around

I’m a new man now but I’m older

You’d figure I would just get colder

But a little red flame got me thinking I can drop that boulder down that hill and start singing kate bush not look over my shoulder

I ain’t even thought about you lately but the first verse went too crazy

Took me back to the days right around eighteen when a text from you would’ve phased me 

Now I ball on every single court

Watch this drive bitch someone yell “fore!”

Most days I can be euphoric ‘cause I dropped that weight I can thank you for it

Where would I be? Shit not important

Couldn’t have my baby didn’t need an abortion

Can’t waste my time shit you couldn’t afford it

If you want to catch up bitch make an appointment 

That’s the kind of shit I’m on

Scaring these kids like they’re tearing my lawn

By next year I couldn’t call it if I’m living or gone 

But meantime I can imagine me, my dear and a fawn

Goddamn what a life

Think of young D with a kid and a wife

Shit I know now know it played it out right cause I’m on this flight red-eye goodnight