Lyric

Is this the end?

Who am I after all?

Here it comes again — the sickness called self-denial

I want to destroy it all

But I want to be loved by everyone

Fuck off

I shut my mouth, but the whimpers still pour out

Feel the burn to the bone

And then I lose it all

How many voices live inside of me?

My head is a mess

I should be just myself

But I’m trying to be someone else again

Doubt leaves me hollow, and so I will burn it down

I broke myself trying to be perfect

This body dead to pain

How many more mother fucking scars

Yeah mother fucking scars

It won’t heal, so I won’t fix it

Easy to deny —

No right or wrong

Just addicted to my own scars

My brain fractures

I’m not even myself

But I still chase a fading dream again

Someone come and save me from

The trauma I worship as divine

Yeah

Chase it blind and end up just losing it all

Fucking lose it all

So I’ll break myself first