I want to grow up

[Lyric] Time just goes by without us being able to do anything. Can we just keep going like this? Our jobs and lives aren't fulfilling. What can we do for ourselves? What have we been doing with our lives? What were we taught when we were kids? I wish we could go back to those days of chasing our dreams. But we must move on. We tried to climb the stairs in front of us, But eventually we give up and turn back. I want to grow up, but I can't grow up, Because my pure pride will hurt someone else. Can I catch up with the new era? Me right now, I don't know anything. No matter how old I get, I'm sure I'll never know. Who am I that I can't keep up with the times? I guess I'm an outcast in the eyes of the public. As if my mind is rotting away without even realizing it. 30, 40, 50, 60, the years go by. No matter the challenge, I've never been able to solve it. I'm always asking someone for help. Standing in a corner by myself. Again, not being able to do anything. I want to grow up, but I can't grow up, My real personality doesn't mesh with those around me, So if I can catch up with the new era, I hope I can become much smarter than I am now. And make someone else smile. Now, let's move on, I'm tempted to give up them. I want to go home, I want to run away, I want to go back. How can I suppress these unbearable thoughts. The older I get, the more my heart wants to scream. And yet... I want to grow up, but I can't grow up, My pure pride gets in the way, but Can I keep up with the new era? Me right now, I don't know anything. No matter how old I get, I'm sure... I wonder if I'll be able to make my parents proud when I grow up. I wonder if I'll be able to give them a grandchild or two. If I can catch up with the new era, I hope I can become a lot smarter than I am now, Overcome the things I hate, Build a future family and home, And make someone else smile.