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A Small Promise

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約束したのに 間に合わなかった

その日は夜勤だったから

俺が行く前にエンゼルケアもすでにもう済んでいた

約束したから 歌いに行った

夜勤の合間 休憩時間に

死の影は通り過ぎて 乾いた事実だけがそこに寝ている

ギターを弾いて小さく歌った

メロディは死体をすり抜けてどこにも届かない

魂の抜けた身体はコロンと軽く 乾いて 硬い

自分のトラウマを誰かをケアすることで埋めてる

お互いの隙間をエゴと金と時間で擦り合わせてる

柔らかな気遣いと 暖かい笑顔と

親父やお袋にはかけられない言葉で

痛いほどの静寂 午前3時 空腹

音楽は届かない 手を合わせ おつかれ

冷えっ冷えのクーラー 荒れて切れた唇

約束を果たしても 約束を果たしても

柔らかな気遣いと 暖かい笑顔と

親父やお袋にはかけられない言葉で

俺は誰かのお父さんやお母さんやおじいさんやおばあさんの世話をしている

それで飯を食ってる

それで飯を食ってる

何人看取ったのか?

何人看取ったのか?

まだ生暖かい遺体のおむつを替えて

最後の最後まで手をにぎり肩をさすり

俺は誰かのお父さんやお母さんやおじいさんやおばあさんの世話をしている

親父やお袋にはかけられない言葉で

たくさんの人生が閉じていくのを見てきた

それでゆるしてほしい

それでゆるしてほしい

親父やお袋にはかけられない言葉で

約束を果たしてる

約束を果たしてる

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  • Drums

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  • Synthesizer

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  • Vocals

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  • 1

    Ōsaka Toyonaka Hotarugaike

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  • 2

    Night Fishing and Donbei

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  • 3

    Strawberry Memories

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  • 4

    Photochemical Smog

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  • 5

    There's Another One

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  • 6

    The System That Exploits Us

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  • ⚫︎

    A Small Promise

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  • 8

    I Don't Want to Be Happy

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  • 9

    No More Prayers

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  • 10

    Music Will Find You

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Rain falls for a reason. Bad luck has its own mechanism too. I used to pray every night. Forty-some years of it. Please don't let mom and dad fight. World peace too, while I'm at it. None of it ever came true.

At some point I realized the praying itself was a cage I'd locked myself in. Every time you wish for a future, you deny the present. So I stopped praying.

This album is what came after that. There was plenty to hate. But all of it just fell like rain - not my fault, not anyone's. It fell because there was a reason.

And most of those reasons were already decided before I was even born. You can stand in the same place as someone and still never touch, if you're on different layers. Unto those who have, more is given. From those who have not, even what little they have is taken away. Family was inside that same structure. We're political the moment we're born.

Singing about dark things needs a heavy beat behind it. That's why I picked reggae. I took the idea of "can life itself be dubbed?" and ran with it - tried to build a DUB that affirms life. I wasn't asking for anything special. I just wanted to breathe normally. It took this long just for that. If now shines, the past lights up too. Time to rebuild a life.

Once I stepped outside of prayer, the music found me. I hope this reaches someone out there who's still standing in the same rain.

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