Lyric

Empty station, midnight silence

A black sea swallowing my feet

Scrolling through a glass-lit window

Their happiness rips me apart

This city spits me out like poison

So I carve my proof into my skin

Not for them, not for anyone

Just to remind myself I exist

The more holes I pierce, the louder I scream

Like I'm begging the world to see me

If love can’t reach through my broken skin

Then let the pain be the only thing real

Laughter echoes, cutting deeper

My glass heart cracks with every step

"Are you okay?"—don’t lie to me

Nothing can fill what’s already gone

Streetlights flicker, shadows laughing

Looking more like me than I do

Tell me, am I still myself?

Or just a hollow shell of what I was?

The more holes I pierce, the further I drift

Left behind at the edge of the world

Kindness rusts like a useless blade

Pain is the only thing that stays

How many more till I disappear?

How many more till the silence fades?

Or have I already become

Nothing but holes in human form?

The more holes I pierce, the colder it gets

If someone’s hand could reach me now

If someone’s voice could pull me back

Maybe this last hole would never be made

How many more till I disappear?

How many more till the silence fades?

Or have I already become

Nothing but holes in human form?