Lyric

Lights on, lights on, still wide awake

Big house, cold nights, no escape

They love me now, love come late

I made it out, still feel the weight

Lights on, lights on, can’t find rest

Heavy thoughts sitting on my chest

Smile for the crowd, hide the stress

Won the game, still feel less

Came from nothing, had to move fast

Learned real quick what wouldn’t last

Same pain from my past

Just better clothes, bigger glass

They see shine, never cost

See the win, never loss

Every step I ever crossed

Left a part of me lost

Lights on, lights on, still wide awake

Big house, cold nights, no escape

They love me now, love come late

I made it out, still feel the weight

Lights on, lights on, can’t find rest

Heavy thoughts sitting on my chest

Smile for the crowd, hide the stress

Won the game, still feel less

New cities, same ceiling

Different faces, same feeling

Crowds loud but I’m distant

Fame close but I don’t feel it

Phone full, heart empty

Too many words, none meant me

I move slow, stay ready

Trust thin, soul heavy

If I stop, will I fade?

If I fall, will they stay?

I been running every day

From the quiet, from the pain

Money talks, truth mute

Love loud, but it’s loose

I don’t know what’s real anymore

When applause fill the room

Lights on, lights on, still wide awake

Big house, cold nights, no escape

They love me now, love come late

I made it out, still feel the weight

Lights on, lights on, can’t find rest

Heavy thoughts sitting on my chest

Smile for the crowd, hide the stress

Won the game, still feel less

I don’t miss the broke days

But I miss how hope stayed

Now I question every smile

Every word that they say

Success loud, peace quiet

Every win come with silence

If this life what I chased

Why it feel like I’m tired?

Lights on, still wide awake

Same nights, different place

I’m still here, still the same

Just carrying the weight