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I fell in love with 1rec.record's talent when I heard her song "Juni" on X (formerly Twitter), and after that we produced some short pieces of music together, and I felt that my own musical style and 1rec.record's beat went well together.
I had the lyrics and melody of the chorus in my head before I met 1rec.record, but it was difficult for me to arrange it myself, so I had to put it aside for a while. I asked him if he could somehow give shape to the song, and he readily agreed and produced it.
In the "Monthly Sound Source Release" project in 2023, the theme was to confront the deepest psychological level of one's inner self, and in a way, this is the culmination of that work.
Over the beat of a record produced with the image of "beats that don't interfere with lyrics and messages" in mind, the lyrics "I don't want to die, but..." sum up the idea of a person who cannot be categorized as either a strong or weak person in society, who cannot flex like a rapper because he is not strong. The song is about the dilemma of being on the side of people who don't belong anywhere, people who can't even be pitied by hip-hop because they're neither strong nor weak.

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Not that I wanna die

Spotify • New Music Everyday - tuneTracks (curated by TuneCore Japan) • 13 Jun 2024

Artist Profile

  • SEESAW

    Born in 1990 in Kumamoto, Japan and currently living in Chiba, Japan. His first encounter with hip-hop was in junior high school. He started his career in the countryside without any friends, and as a result he became a DIY artist, doing everything himself, including beats, recording, mixing, etc. As a beatmaker, he specializes in boombap-based chill sounds with jazz elements, and as a rapper, he is a versatile artist characterized by his skillful rapping and smooth flow. He was active in Tokyo and on the Internet as a solo artist, contributing songs to CREW and TORAUMA (rapper), but went on hiatus in 2023 after 4 years of inactivity, and was brought back to the surface by TORAUMA, and has been active as a solo artist with monthly releases ever since. In 2023, TORAUMA's "TSUBAKI", for which SEESAW had worked on beats in the past, created a buzz, especially on TikTok.

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  • 1rec.record

    In May 2020, he began his activities on Instagram and Twitter as an "artist who only creates one-minute songs. His creative style, in which he expresses an entire song in one minute, has an addictive quality that makes people want to play it over and over again. His activities are diverse, including video productions such as music videos and collaborations with artists from other genres.

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