Lyric

Beautiful blue silk

Still holding onto its intense heat

Slips away from my very being

Your warmth—never to return

Tracing the loneliness

Reflected in the cold mirror on my bare back

I dare to remain exposed

Simply pretending to be at peace

Everything about me—which I thought I’d tied so tightly—

In this dark world of rejection

Slowly, gently

Loses its shape and crumbles away

Every time I cast off these clothes, dizzying as it is

This universe that envelops me fills me up

That single moment when we loved each other madly and fiercely

Expands my contours deeper, wider, and larger

Holding onto that love, embraced deep within this body

A heart torn apart by a capricious storm

At the bottom of my feelings, I reset my own rhythm

On a night when the footsteps that left fade into the distance

What remains isn’t just tears

The sensation of you when we touched

Melting and blending together, quietly

Quietly, deepening the boundaries

Inside me, as I break apart so beautifully

Every time I shed this dizzying shadow

This universe that envelops me fills me up

That one moment when we loved each other madly and tenderly

Deepens and expands the contours of that time

Holding onto that love from back then, deep within this body

Even if the moment comes when we pass each other by somewhere

I will absolutely not look away—I’ll gaze right back at you

Because this deep wound, from living with you with all my might

Shapes who I am now into my most beautiful self

Every time I cast off these dazzling clothes

This universe that envelops me fills me up

That moment when we loved each other madly and tenderly

Expands the contours of who I am even deeper and wider

Holding that love close in the deepest part of my body

I remain just as I am, growing deeper and deeper in clarity

Slowly dawning, beautifully whole