Lyric

Lately, not feeling like myself

Another day of staring at the fucking ground

Tell me, when did it turn to hell

Well I guess I should’ve known better

I try to see past all the doubt

But my demons won’t let me

Tell me, am I doing well?

Well I guess it could’ve been better

Halfway home, I’m still throwing up

The more I think, the more I fall apart

Surrounded by love, am I indifferent?

Cuz the shit in my mind tells me I’m not even worth a fucking dime

Yeah

And I still carry on

Until the voices are gone

Yeah I still carry on

But how the fuck do I keep moving along

When every choice that I make feels like a mistake

Fuck

Tonight I’m holding on to memories of when I was a kid

Back when I knew I believed in everything that I did

And now I’m wondering why the fuck I’m feeling hollow instead

Everyday I feel a weight that’s crashing down on my head

Yeah, yeah

Sick stomach, bright lights

My sanity was a sacrifice for what will behold

Another night, another battle to face in my soul

All alone

So tonight I’ll sing a song til the end of the day it goes

Lately, not feeling like myself

Another day of staring at the fucking ground

Tell me, when did it turn to hell

Well I guess I should’ve known better

I try to see past all the doubt

But my demons won’t let me

Tell me, am I doing well?

Well I guess it could’ve been better

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Lately, not feeling like myself

Another day of staring at the fucking ground

Tell me, when did it turn to hell

Well I guess I should’ve known better

I try to see past all the doubt

But my demons won’t let me

Tell me, am I doing well?

Well I guess it could’ve been better