歌詞

You ever love somebody so raw…

It starts feelin’ like a war?

Not with them —

But with yourself

I wore that fake grin like a bulletproof vest

But I still bled truth from under my chest

Your love — like light I couldn’t stand

Every touch like fire, burnin’ through my hands

You saw through me with them righteous eyes

But real love cuts when you live in disguise

No exit, no excuse — just a locked-in fight

And I broke before I even tried

My hands shook from holdin’ your grace

But my mouth stayed shut — couldn’t face my place

You loved like a flame, I froze like a ghost

Guess I loved you worst, when you needed me most

I’m sorry — I couldn’t stay

Your light was burnin’ holes in my shame

Your love was truth — but I was fake

I cracked under the weight I made

No savior here, just wreckage and noise

Built from fear, not from choice

I ran from the love I swore I’d protect

Now I live in the ruins of what I wrecked

Blocked your calls, like I blocked my soul

Silence was loud — swallowed me whole

Tried to sleep, but the guilt got claws

Diggin’ in deep like unsaid laws

I watched you rise while I stayed still

Buried in doubt, stuck under the hill

You moved on like a goddamn star

While I stayed hid behind mental bars

Every word I didn’t say

Became bricks in a wall that pushed you away

Now I scream in a room with no echo

Every “I love you” — turned hollow

You moved with fire, I drowned in ice

You gave your soul, I just paid the price

I lied with love, you lived with pain

Now I wear that shame like a fuckin’ chain

I’m sorry — I couldn’t stay

Your light was burnin’ holes in my shame

Your love was truth — but I was fake

I cracked under the weight I made

No savior here, just wreckage and noise

Built from fear, not from choice

I ran from the love I swore I’d protect

Now I live in the ruins of what I wrecked

Tore down your heaven to protect my hell

Now every mirror’s just a prison cell

No prayer, no fix, just scars and sins

A war I started but never let end

I’m sorry — I let it rot

Gave you my worst, when you gave me a lot

Your voice still echoes in my sleep

A love so deep, I couldn’t keep

No gods, no glory — just me and this guilt

I burned down the house we tried to build

Let it break me — tear me apart

If it sets you free, take my heart

Yeah…

You were the light

And me?

I was just scared of shining back

Still am

But if pain buys peace —

Let it cost me everything

Let it break me…

Let it take me…

If it sets you free…