Lyric

I guess you loved me in your own way

You always thought of me first

Putting me before yourself

And believing it was all for my own good

But you didn't know how to love

You never let me do anything for myself

Where was my own will?

Where was my freedom?

Where was my future?

I'm not your reflection

I'm not your doll

It was a heavy, suffocating

Pitch-black chain of love

Love giving birth to hate, and ending your life

I loved you. I really did

Because you are my mother

The love and hate you built up

The scars you left on my body and my heart

Will last a lifetime

I've finally reached my breaking point

With the full weight of everything you piled on

A single strike to shatter your heart

"Mortal Smash"

You who wouldn't let me have friends

You who poured boiling water on me for bad grades

My will, my freedom, my future

You decided everything for me

Your ideals

Your desires

They will torment me forever

I loved you. I really did

Because you are my mother

The love and hate you built up

The scars you left on my body and my heart

Will last a lifetime

I've finally reached my breaking point

With the full weight of everything you piled on

A single strike to shatter your heart

"Mortal Smash"

Your voice, repeating

"It's for your own good," is stuck in my ears, never coming off

If I kill you, I'll finally find peace

If I kill you, I'll finally be free

If I kill you, my future will finally open up

Love giving birth to hate, and ending your life

I have no choice but to kill you

"Mortal Smash"

I loved you. I really did

Because you are my mother

The love and hate you built up

The scars you left on my body and my heart

Will last a lifetime

I've finally reached my breaking point

With the full weight of everything you piled on

A single strike to shatter your heart

"Mortal Smash"