Lyric

They say I’ve moved on now

Guess I learned to play it well

I smile when they say your name

Like it doesn’t hurt like hell

But every time I talk about you

I try to keep my tone steady

Still my voice begins to tremble

Like my heart’s not ready

I didn’t get stronger

I just got better at pretending

Every “I’m okay” I say

Feels like I’m just bending

I’m not there yet

Not there yet

I say I’m fine but I’m not there yet

If you’re happy, I’ll mean it someday

I’m not there yet

Not there yet

I say I’m fine but I’m not there yet

If you’re happy, I’ll mean it someday

But I’m not there yet…

Sometimes I wake at midnight

Reaching for the air

The silence hits different

When I know you’re not there

I stare at the ceiling

Till the morning light breaks through

Crying without a sound

Like I always do

I found mascara that won’t run

So no one sees the truth

I learned how to hold it in

But I still haven’t let go of you…

I’m not there yet

Not there yet

I want to be but I’m not there yet

If you’re happy, I’ll mean it someday

Without my voice shaking when I say

I’m not there yet

I’m not there yet

Not there yet

I want to be but I’m not there yet

If you’re happy, I’ll mean it someday

Without my voice shaking when I say

I’m not there yet…