Lyric

Don’t look at me like that, seriously

The second you do my head freezes

Every alarm in me is screaming “back off”

So why are you smiling like that’s funny?

That’s not fair

That’s the kind of face that ruins people

I tell myself “get it together”

And right after that you’re already next to me

Yellow light, way past slowing down

I know this is bad, I really know

But my brain and my body are glitching hard

So what am I supposed to do

When your smile feels illegal?

I know it’s wrong

I really do

I know this is dumb

But I still want it

Call it toxic

I don’t care

The world gets loud

Then suddenly quiet

The moment you look my way

Just your hand getting close messes me up

My heart goes full idiot mode

All the voices in my head yelling “don’t,”

My mouth keeps saying “it’s fine.”

I hate how easy this is

I hate how deep I’m already in

Time’s moving weird tonight

Bathroom mirror judging my whole life

Lipstick says “stay longer,”

Yeah—

I’m not going anywhere

Fast steps, bad calls, can’t slow down

Red lights blink but I don’t look now

Mind says quit, body says nah

Too far in, here we are

Friends talk loud, I mute that sound

This kinda mess is my favorite round

Say it’s wrong, say it’s dumb

Still I run, still I come

This isn’t smart

It’s just happening

I know this is dumb

But I still want it

Say it’s a mistake

I’ll make it

Everything feels normal

Until you move

Then it all bends toward you

I know this is dumb

Still I stay

Still I lean in

Still I play

If this mess ruins me

Fine

Just don’t tell me to walk away

That smile—

Yeah

Bad