

ちょっと吹いた風 (A gentle breeze drifted by,)
シュッと鳴いたカーテン (The curtain whispered with a sigh)
二人で住むにはちょうど良かった部屋 (It was just the right-sized room for the two of us)
ずっとあれから (Ever since you left,)
心が体から家出して戻ってこないや (My heart packed up and left my body, and never came back)
平凡な結末を勝手に書き始めてたんだ (I had already started writing a simple, ordinary ending)
起承転結の転まで終わった気がしてた (I thought we'd made it past the turning point of our story)
静かに破かれたページ (A page was quietly torn away)
君の名が出てこない鉛筆 (A pencil that can no longer write your name)
こんなんじゃ続きが書けないんだ (Like this, I can't write what comes next)
一体 (Tell me—)
何百回の人生を (How many hundreds of lives,)
何百回の人生を (How many hundreds of lives)
払えばもう一度最後に伝えられるの (Would I have to give just to tell you that)
大正解だったんだ (It was the right answer)
君の手を取ったこと (To take your hand,)
生きるのをやめなかったこと (To choose to stay alive)
「あい」と聞いて「哀」を (When I heard "love," all I thought of was sorrow)
「こい」と聞いて「故意」を (When I heard "love," I thought only of hidden motives and calculated intent)
思い描くような人生で (That's the kind of life I've lived)
心からの恋を (Yet you showed me)
哀しくない愛を (What true love feels like,)
君は教えてくれたのに (What love without sadness could be)
心から愛していると一度でも伝えただろうか (Did I ever, even once, tell you from the bottom of my heart that I loved you?)
月の綺麗さであやふやにしてばかりいたね (Instead, I kept hiding it behind the beauty of the moon)
いつまでも鳴らない電話 (A phone that never rings)
薄れていく星の灯り (The starlight slowly fades away)
僕の髪を青い風が撫でていった (A blue wind brushed against my hair)
何千回の運命を (How many thousands of destinies,)
何千回の運命を (How many thousands of destinies)
変えれば君をもっと笑わせられたんだろう (Would I have to change to make you smile just a little more?)
最終回だったって知らぬまま僕は (That really was our final episode)
あの日も君に手を振ったんだ (I never knew, even as I waved goodbye that day)
手のひらがまだ (My hands)
目の奥がまだ (The back of my eyes)
君を探している (They're still searching for you)
今でも (Even now)
部屋の匂いが (The scent of this room,)
洗濯物が (The laundry hanging to dry—)
君を抱いている (They're still holding you)
手のひらがまだ (My hands)
目の奥がまだ (The back of my eyes)
君を探している (They're still searching for you)
ねぇだからさ答えてくれよ (So please)
僕は (Answer me)
一体 (Just tell me)
何百回の人生を (How many hundreds of lives,)
何百回の人生を (How many hundreds of lives)
払えばもう一度最後に伝えられるの (Would I have to give just to tell you that)
大正解だったんだ (It was the right answer)
君の手を取ったこと (To take your hand)
あぁ まだ少し泣いちゃうけど (I still cry a little sometimes)
それでも生きていくことを (But even so, I'll keep living)
- Lyricist
Natsuki Tkagi
- Composer
Natsuki Tkagi
- Producer
Natsuki Tkagi
- Co-Producer
Yanaimo
- Recording Engineer
Natsuki Tkagi
- Mixing Engineer
Natsuki Tkagi
- Mastering Engineer
Natsuki Tkagi
- Graphic Design
Natsuki Tkagi
- Guitar
Natsuki Tkagi
- Vocals
Natsuki Tkagi, Yanaimo

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Hundreds of Lifetimes (feat. Yanaimo)
Natsuki Tkagi
Natsuki Tkagi and Yanaimo. release their first collaborative single, "Hundreds of Lifetimes."
The song is an emotional rock track that combines an energetic band sound with retro-inspired synthesizers reminiscent of the 1980s. Despite its upbeat tempo, it explores the universal theme of suddenly losing someone dear, expressing the emotions of grief, regret, and the determination to keep moving forward.
At the heart of the lyrics is the haunting question: "How many lifetimes would I have to give to see you one last time and tell you how I feel?" Through vivid memories of everyday life and the regret of never having truly said "I love you," the song paints a deeply personal portrait of loss. The repeated refrain symbolizes the depth of longing for someone who is gone, while the finale transforms that sorrow into a quiet yet powerful resolve to keep living.
Bringing together the distinct musical styles of Natsuki Tkagi and Yanaimo., the track blends contemporary J-pop with retro influences to create a sound that is both nostalgic and modern. The contrast between its energetic performance and emotionally charged lyrics makes this collaboration a memorable new milestone for both artists.
Artist Profile
Natsuki Tkagi
A singer songwriter whose music instantly brings a movie scene to mind. Riding on an eighties inspired sound, he powerfully sing a bittersweet story.
Natsuki Tkagiの他のリリース
Yanaimo


