A child wearing the armor of an adult

I was still not fully grown back then-
Yet, I had to become an adult faster than those around me.
I forced myself to move forward, but unresolved emotions remained deep inside.
I truly wanted to lean on someone, but I chose an environment where I couldn't,
and my efforts echoed in vain.
Hiding the child within me, I now live wearing the armor of an adult.
Time has passed, and those around me have grown up,
but I am still the same as I was back then-
I poured these feelings into this song.